Hello, everyone! I am so sorry I have not written on here in a hundred years. Although, I don’t know if anyone is actually reading this, if there is someone that actually does I have some news.
I am making a change in my life. I have decided that I need to stop floating around. I need to stop pretending that I don’t know what I want in my life because I am scared to admit what I want. I want to be a writer. Not just any type of writer, but an author. Yes, an author of books. I want to write down all that my imagination has to offer, and I want to share it with the world. If the world loves it great, if they reject it so what? As long as one person in this world finds comfort in my words then I have succeeded in what I set out to do.
Maybe I am getting too hyped up for watching Stuck in Love and Eat, Pray, Love to have a clear conscious on the matter, but something needs to change. And maybe focusing on myself and my career as a writer is what I need to do. I’ve never just considered myself when I make a decision. Hell, even when I was deciding college I thought of what would be best for everyone else, even my roommate. I have never just made a decision for me. That stops now. I am going to try from now on to think of me first. I am at least going to try.
I don’t know if that sounds crazy to anyone else, but it truly sounds insane to me. But I did want to be trying something new this year. Maybe my something new is to try is being selfish and thinking of me? I will keep you guys updated on how that goes.
Until next time…