I had an interesting thought today, nothing unique or different. Nothing that hasn’t been spoken, or written, or sung. Of course, it’s about love. As of late, I let go of a love in my life. It hasn’t been easy, and it probably won’t be okay for a while, but I know in my heart I did the right thing. It hasn’t been good between us for a long time, I just had been the one to face it head-on. I took the step that neither of us wanted to take because we had gotten comfortable. But it wasn’t right anymore. Continue reading “We Live for Love”
Why is it that now a days people are settling in their lives? Why is that the common thing now? I mean, I know things have changed, things are very different from what they were before, but why do people give up on their dreams? If one dream isn’t attainable anymore, why don’t people search for a new one? Fear definitely plays a factor in all this. Convenience as well, it’s easier to settle for something you have then reach for something that you really want. I don’t want to wake up one morning and realize that I settled for something that just was convenient at the time. Instead I want to wake up and realize I have all that I have ever needed and fought for what I wanted. Continue reading “To Settle or To be Selfish?”
I got a little story I would like to share with the class. It’s nothing special, and definitely not significant. But it’s something that I need to get out of my system, one that has been sitting in the back of my mind for so long that it needs to be released. Continue reading “Hold On”
I had a monumental moment last night. Really, I actually had a moment last night where I actually felt the transformation start to begin. I felt the change. Continue reading “Transformation Is Happening”
Sorry I missed last weeks post for knitting! I am sure you all are patiently waiting for such a post… yes that was sarcasm. I’m like a hundred percent sure most of you just scroll right past this post update and move on with your lives. Oh well! I’m still posting about it!
As I predicted I got bored with the main project. I have fixed the issue though! I have brought my knitting with me to work to help with the stress of work. Which is being confined in a two-by-four room with no windows, sunlight, or hope to see the outdoors.
Even with that though I did get bored once more, so I am routing projects! I bought some more yarn, and am knitting scarves along with the said blanket. It has helped to alternate between the two. I am also watching some more videos to find out how to knit a sweater… that one is going to take a while to learn, but I am so up for the challenge.
My yarn collection is slowly turning into actual things; it’s all very exciting! Though my apartment is starting to look like an old lady’s place with all the yarn everywhere. I ordered this super cute basket to hold all my yarn, it’s great! My first official project is finished! I make a scarf for my boss; she loved it. The next project that I am starting is a scarf for my boyfriend’s mom for mother’s day. Wish me luck!
Until next time…
Soulmate’s.. real or not real?
I don’t think I believe in soul mates to the sense that there is one person out there to complete me. What does that mean anyway? That I am not enough? That I’m not complete without a significant other by my side? It’s a lot of pressure to put on a person if you ask me. A guy is supposed to fit every specification that I have set for them? One guy is supposed to do all of that? Seems impossible, and it’s set every relationship up for failure if you ask me.
Continue reading “Soulmate”
Fighting a losing battle… that is a very accurate description of how I have been feeling nowadays. Fighting a losing battle, but I can’t seem to stop myself from fighting. I feel like I need to keep going on and continue fighting so that in the end, when I lose, I can say I did everything that I could to win the fight. I think though that the war is coming to an end, and the tally’s are against me.
Continue reading “Hollow Crown”
Alright, so I am going to be giving something a try this weekend that I hope will help me in the long run. I am going to try decluttering my life. And the best and only way for me to learn to properly declutter my life is to watch the Netflix series on such things. It was talked about on Gilmore Girls, which is my touchstone for reality obviously.
Continue reading “Out With the Old…”
“Ruin is a gift. Ruin is the road to transformation.”
I have no doubt you guys are sick of me posting quotes from Eat, Pray, Love but I can’t help it. I love this quote so much. It lets me know that… that I have a chance to be happy even though right now my life feels like it is in ruins. I like to think that even though I feel broken or bent, I have a chance to fix things. Maybe things won’t be the same as before, but it will be a better tomorrow for sure.
Continue reading “It’s A Gift”