How is it that some of the most intelligent and beautiful women let themselves be belittled and used just to feel desired? Why do we allow ourselves to become less so that we can feel wanted? When did we start doing less so that our loved one can feel like more? Why do we do it? Why is the most important thing in the world to be loved? Continue reading “Why Do We Do It?”
Sorry I missed last weeks post for knitting! I am sure you all are patiently waiting for such a post… yes that was sarcasm. I’m like a hundred percent sure most of you just scroll right past this post update and move on with your lives. Oh well! I’m still posting about it! Continue reading “2. Knitting My Troubles Away”
Soulmate’s.. real or not real?
I don’t think I believe in soul mates to the sense that there is one person out there to complete me. What does that mean anyway? That I am not enough? That I’m not complete without a significant other by my side? It’s a lot of pressure to put on a person if you ask me. A guy is supposed to fit every specification that I have set for them? One guy is supposed to do all of that? Seems impossible, and it’s set every relationship up for failure if you ask me.
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Fighting a losing battle… that is a very accurate description of how I have been feeling nowadays. Fighting a losing battle, but I can’t seem to stop myself from fighting. I feel like I need to keep going on and continue fighting so that in the end, when I lose, I can say I did everything that I could to win the fight. I think though that the war is coming to an end, and the tally’s are against me.
Continue reading “Hollow Crown”
Alright, so I am going to be giving something a try this weekend that I hope will help me in the long run. I am going to try decluttering my life. And the best and only way for me to learn to properly declutter my life is to watch the Netflix series on such things. It was talked about on Gilmore Girls, which is my touchstone for reality obviously.
Continue reading “Out With the Old…”
“Ruin is a gift. Ruin is the road to transformation.”
I have no doubt you guys are sick of me posting quotes from Eat, Pray, Love but I can’t help it. I love this quote so much. It lets me know that… that I have a chance to be happy even though right now my life feels like it is in ruins. I like to think that even though I feel broken or bent, I have a chance to fix things. Maybe things won’t be the same as before, but it will be a better tomorrow for sure.
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I have some interesting information to share with you all today. Don’t know if it is really something anyone will care for, but here goes nothing. I have joined an app called Bumble, it is for making friends, dating and business. I am taking part in Bumble BFF addition. Nowadays I am having the hardest time making friends, it’s not the same as it used to be when in school where you can just talk to the person next to you and BAM! Friendship! I was venting to my little sister about it when she made a suggestion for me. Bumble BFF.
I don’t know how I could possibly forget to write about this! I want to Disney over Thanksgiving! And as always it was magical. Happy belated Thanksgiving by the way 🙂
So my family and I went to Animal Kingdom, going on as many rides as we could. And I have to say the best ride that we went on had to be Avatar Flight of Passage. Even though we waited for two hours to get on this ride, seemingly never-ending torture of whether or not the next room would be it, it was totally worth it. It is a four-minute ride I think, but it truly is fantastic. I have never seen the movie myself, but my older sis Jill and her boyfriend say it is even more exciting if you have seen the movie. My little sister Kailey said once we got off the ride that she “now believes in God” because of this ride.
Welcome to my blog, What’s Next. Here I will be basically writing anything that comes to mind or anything exciting, new and wonderful that happens. My goals in my life moving forward will be displayed for all to see. I hope whoever is going to be reading this, will follow me as I try to figure out literally what’s next for me.
Wish me luck!